MJWForeverAlone

As much as I did years ago, I hardly ever talk about the "love life", but sometimes things need to come out... Over the past couple of years, coinciding with me "opening myself out into the world", socializing, there has been one problem with me and having relationships with people, I hated seeing people I liked going out with other people, actually dating, while them not knowing I actually liked them. What would lead to that would be me not talking to them at all for the rest of my life, no matter what. It would make me depressed thinking, "Well, the girl I like 'likes someone else', so why should I talk to them?" "The friendship wouldn't